My Ramadhan was mediocre. The mood and the tensed situation I was having throughout the month got me into stressful tears a couple of times. My imbalanced hormone and rounds of almost-blackouts worsen the situation. It's almost Syawal, 4 more days to it. Husband gotten his new baju melayu. I forced myself to scout for the girls' baju kurung yesterday and today, but...
My posts are not good positive posts this of late eh. Can't help it, I need to let it out, even if it's just through silent blogging. No real human interactions, no real feedback nor support system. What can I say.. everything is tensed now. It's being fabricated with fake smiles and conversations, with a heavy reluctant heart, in front of other people....
I've been moody.. not in the best emotional state for months now. Something's bothering me definitely, and I've and is still bottling it all up in me. It's not healthy and it's slowly messing up with my system. My skin's breaking out again. My period is six days late and I highly hope it's not pregnancy, to be honest I really don't think...
There's a saying that goes "They'll only once a baby. Once they've grown up and starting to distant a little, you'll wish they'd stay a baby forever." True that. Not that my babies are already spacing away from me, just that how they are less dependent towards me - showering, decision making, playing, getting things done, among other few things - they can...
